A mother’s treasure is her precious daughter. <3

Feeling nostalgic after seeing this photo wherein I can still hold & cuddle my pretty baby Tannia. She was just 2 months old at that time & she was very active, trying so hard to communicate with her Mummy.

Few days to go baby, Mummy’s gonna caress, pamper & make everyday beautiful and happy just for you. We’ll enjoy every moment just like what we used to do. For the mean time, do not give your Daddy so much trouble. I know he spoils you too much, you little brat! :p

You know what babe, you are one of the reasons why Mummy & Daddy keeps holding on and will keep holding on for as long as we’re breathing. Despite all the hardships & struggles that we’re going through, giving up will NEVER be an option because of LOVE and because of YOU. When you grow older, you will realise how lucky you are because you don’t just have parents, but you also have best friends, acquaintances, clowns, playmates, mentors and everything you want & need from a mother & father.

We will raise you beautifully my lovely daughter.

We love you for ever… <3

This year, though I am away with my loved ones, I am still happy and thankful that we were able to celebrate the birth of Jesus in our own little way.

I had “Noche Buena” with my HUSBAND & baby Tannia via Skype (4pm London time of the 24th). We had exchanged lots of love, giggling and fun on the webcam. At that moment, I never felt that they were miles away from me. If I could only literally hug and kiss them, then I will be the happiest! But that’ll do for the time being. :)

Here in England, they don’t celebrate the Christmas Eve or Noche Buena, so obviously everyone is sleeping soundly whilst Father Christmas (Santa Claus) is getting his way inside the chimney to distribute the presents for not-so-naughty kids.

In the morning (25th), I had to go to work until 3pm. When I get back home, we had a lovely christmas dinner, just me, dad & tony. We greet Mama & our relatives in Vegas via Skype as well. We opened the gifts, cards and christmas crackers.

I’ve received pressies & cash from my parents, from tony & from our residents and employer at work. I still have lots of pressies to open from Vegas when Mama comes back in two weeks time (I can’t wait for my Clinique make ups & Victoria’s Secret stuffs).

Simple celebration indeed, yet it was all felt deep in our hearts. I really hope my husband and baby Tannia will be joining us next year.

Happy Birthday Jesus & Happy Christmas everyone!!! <3

Tis the season to be jolly, Fa la la la la la la la la… <3

My cheeky baby, my angel and my forever princess! <3

My 8 months old baby daughter with her lovely walker.

The sweetest creature on Earth. <3

When I think of all the problems, hardships & challenges in life;

• I just pause for awhile.
• I cry.
• I take deep breaths.
• I pray.
• I look at the photos of my loving HUSBAND and our precious lil Britannia.
• I smile.
• I pray again.

After all, my LIFE will always be BEAUTIFUL because of them. <3

*30 October 2011*

I have an early shift today but my body was freakin lazy getting out of bed. I think I put my alarm on snooze for 5 times. hahaha… That’s how lazy I am. I mean, I don’t really care If I’m late for work cos it’s Sunday, anyway. What does it suppose to mean? Nothing, really. I’m just lazy and that’s it! :D But, I still need to get up no matter what. And before, it has been done, I need to check my twitter first. No @ Mentions to me, so I checked my “Inner Circle” instead and tadddaaaahhhh…

My husband again forgot to @ mention me, but he uploaded a new photo of our baby with the tweet:

Mummy oh may ngipin na si tannia:)

Aw! Isn’t she just so charming?

I was all smiles and that’s how I am inspired on this lovely Sunday! :D

21 October 2011

I’m kinda in the mood of blogging now. I don’t know why, and i don’t even know what to write. hahaha… This is absurd!

Well, i guess what i really wanted to say is that i miss my baby Tannia soooo much! These past two weeks, Fishy and I have been into a lot of arguments and misunderstandings. He’s kinda hard to deal with, or is it just me? I am totally clueless. I mean, i know i have a point which i wanted him to understand, and he also has his own “reasons” which i think is totally pointless. No. Okay. I admit, he do have his point, as well. One day, he’s doing a very good job of making me “kilig” and then the next day, my body is trembling as hell because of anger. And at this very moment, we were not in good terms again and I am so sorry that I have to rant here in tumblr just to express my oh-not-so-good feelings right now. hahaha… But, I am actually okay now. I mean, this is normal. We’ve been together for 5 years and 5 months now, and i absolutely know that this is normal. Makes me laugh picturing myself about 6 hours earlier whilst talking to him on the phone. I know I am ridiculous! hahaha… Maybe it’s the long-distance-relationship that it’s making this tough for us. But for goodness sake, we are tougher! Married life is not so easy as anyone thought it could be, but I am positive that we can handle far worse than this. After the 5 years of roller coaster love affair and 5 months of being married, this is just like a piece of cake. Absolutely!

The bottom line is I just miss ‘em both. I miss my HUSBAND and our baby Tannia. I’ll see them both very very soon, anyway. That’s what makes me more excited about this coming days aside from Christmas and New Year of course. More arguments, misunderstandings & LQs to come, but we will still stick together forever no matter what. :)

we <3 animal print!

Father & Daughter <3

My baby love <3